we found out today through the 2nd ultrasound that our worst fears were confirmed. baby still had no heartbeat. I was supposed to be 9 weeks this Friday but lost the baby around 6 weeks 3 days. I'm not sure if there ever was a heartbeat because we never got to see it, and I am finding comfort in that. I can't imagine going through this horrible event knowing my baby had a heartbeat at one point. tomorrow is my d&c.; I opted for that route because I don't want to live through the physical pain on top of all the emotional pain I am feeling. i hope it was the right decision because I've heard many elect the pills or naturally in order to find closure. tonight, my husband and I held my stomach and cried and thanked our baby for giving us the joy and happiness in our lives even for such a short amount of time. We had already started buying baby stuff as we saw it on sale or things we knew we really wanted. when I was in the shower, my husband went into the room we have everything in and tried to gather it all before I got out. I walked into the room and he was sobbing, holding a pair of cutesy socks and just finished reading the "your baby's first word will be dada" book I gave to him for Christmas from baby. We just sat there together, holding each other, and crying our eyes out. if you pray, please pray for us. please send positive thoughts our way as we try to ease our pain. ❤ I know we are not alone here.