Still on this board but lost my baby...please stick!

So I was a part of this board in Dec15/Jan16. found out I was pregnant on xmas day but a week later I had bleeding and was finally diagnosed with an ectopic pregnancy...after being rushed in 3 times by ambulance. lost my baby at 7 weeks. i had such great support from ladies on here and I had always checked back now and then to see how everyone's babies had grown and how old ours would have been. we always put a little crystal star on our tree to remember 'her'. well i had chemical miscarriage in july 17 and now this time I have strong lines and symptoms unlike other times so keeping positive!! we get married this year 4 weeks before baby due. so perfect. something made me hold of buying a dress too early for 2.5 years!! best part was that we conceived on xmas day!!! a gift from above. pray this one sticks for us. our first child together xx