Getting called dumb by your Fiance.

Self esteem 👎 I am so sick of getting called dumb, useless, fuckhead. Every time I think about leaving he says the right things 'oh baby I'm sorry' 'you aren't dumb, I was joking, you're perfect' 'Please forgive me'. I love him so much but I feel like leaving some days. I just can't though.. I don't have the strength.