Desperate and looking for signs?

Lacey

My cycle is not regular. In the past 3 years it has gotten better, every 27-33 days. My husband and I are TTC. I am currently on day 40 of my cycle without menstrating... I've taken hpts and they've been negative but I've been super nauseous, puked this morning, and my sense of smell, which used to be non-existent is now picking up everything! However, no tender breasts or emotional changes... am I just looking for signs? I don't want to be that woman who is convincing herself she is pregnant every month... I am 33, my hubby is 32... We want a baby so badly. Thanks for letting me vent.