I am so happy yet so scared and worried. my most recent pregnancy ended in missed misscarriage I'm 41 I had a stillborth prior to this at 37 weeks well my tests are getting darker by the day no bleeding having mild cramps but each time I get the cramps I'm panicking how can I relax I know maybe after scan I may feel better but what if it's the same again I dunno how or if I can handle another loss. I'm so worried and I have no one to talk to how or what do i do. I'm 4 weeks tomorrow my 1st scan isn't until 7 weeks so I have 3 whole weeks of stressing and worrying