I had an abortion about two weeks ago and I don't know honestly at first I get angry because the guy lied to me saying that he takes pills( yes I know I fucked up for trusting him) after I found out I was 5 weeks pregnant he just didn't believe me. I took a abortion pill that I paid for and honestly after thinking about it before I was thinking about keeping it but my mother wasn't with it ... after I took the pill I kept thinking about the baby and how it would've looked like and why I couldn't be stable and more independent to keep it. If I was stable and had things of my own I would've kept it but I have no support.. I have dreams now about I'm with the baby and we are having a good time together but someone always comes in and takes away the child and I'm just there alone empty. My mom says it's normal and such but it's just a fucked up thing , life is life.. RIP.