I'll say it, I'll just say it. He's abusive. In both ways. I'm sick of this shit. You are a grown man. So grow the fuck up. Stop drinking like you're in college. You idiot. Sometimes I get hope for you, then the next day you'll do it again. I'm very smart. I'm not an idiot. I hear you at night. Saying all that shit about us. I hate to say it, but I can't wait until the day you die. You've done so many things to scar us. You're the adult here. Why can't you grow up already. You're 42. I'M 15 YOU BASTARD. Edit, I want to stay anonymous, so I'll add it on here. He's my step dad. We aren't together like that.