So I took a pregnancy test a few days ago and had a pink line. It wasn’t a strong line but it was there. I didn’t let myself get excited because it was still fairly early. Well the next few times I tested, the line was even fainter. I took another one Tuesday night and there was no line.

Pink is no longer my favorite color! The fading broke my heart and now I’m going the the reckless emotions of accepting that there was a tiny person forming inside of me and now it’s gone!

Do we start our next round of clomid or do we wait?! Is there something I could have done differently in those first few days?! Do I allow this to be a hopeful moment because now I know I can get pregnant or do I cry/scream/shout and all those other things that I think will make me feel better!?!? So many questions with no answers!