Kinda really really frustrated at this point everyone tells me that they want to throw a shower, then my work friend cancelled because she felt nobody would come, then my mother in law who has been adamant that I should have one, has decided not to have one because the baby could be stillborn like my very first... so now that I've gotten my hopes up and now trying to cope with the fact nobody will be here for this baby.... sad part is at first I didn't even want one and now it just saddens me that I feel we don't have the support