It's 2AM here and I awake and just thinking about so many Hows...

How last 6 months of my life have turned out...

How the whole center of my universe shifted in a moment, my lifestyle changed, my life changed, my priorities changed...

How the ambitious crazy workaholic lady inside me is now willing to make way for an overprotective loving and still crazy mother...

How the texture and colour of poop and numbers of pees became one of the regular topics of our household...

How unbothered I am with pee and poop explosions and constant spit ups all over me and my hair... I have become gross😂...

How her milestones became a bigger achievement for me than my own promotions...

How google turned from my best friend in my post graduation days to my worst enemy in a moments time...

How I never thought I would suffer from PPD and PPA, that I am a mentally strong person and all these are signs of weakness and how wrong I was about it...I still struggle with it everyday..

How I didn't even realise it was going to be 6 months till I realised I had to go back to work...

And How blessed I am to be the mommy of my little girl...

Happy 6 months to all JULY mommies ❤️