I feel helpless

Micah

So I got a faint positive two days before my period. I went and had my hcg and progesterone drawn which came back 60 and 10.2

They seem extremely low. I’ve been cramping on and off but no bleeding as of yet. My pcp didn’t seem concerned but she said that last time and I ended up having a miscarriage. (I’ve had 2 mc and this is my third pregnancy) no babies yet.

My OB’s Nurse wont call me back. I left a message Thursday morning and haven’t heard anything and they won’t see me until Feb 7. I called a new OB and they said usually they don’t see patients until 7-8 weeks but I begged bc of my situation..she spoke with the nurse and they are having me come in on Monday for lab draws. My pcp never asked me to come back to see if my levels doubled. I called her and told her I started having mild cramps and she said to call my OB. Welll..:my OB won’t answer!! So now basically I have to wait until monday for my new OB to redraw and then see what the results bring.

I just want my own gift from god. It gets harder and harder. I know there is still a chance but I feel deep in my heart this isn’t going to turn out in my favor. My last period was Dec 11, I ovulated around Dec 26 so that puts me around 4 weeks. No one has ever mentioned progesterone supplements ...I was tested for lupus, diabetes, clotting disorders, and thyroid. All came back negative. Obviously I can get pregnant (they have all been a year apart) but I can’t get past 7 weeks. I’ve never gotten to see an ultrasound. I’m just so ready!!!