I am getting married in Cuba in a month and I am self conscious about my body. I had a baby almost a year ago and my belly is covered in stretch marks. 😬 😬

I took off my picture because most of you are just straight out rude. I do have issues! I have anorexia, I have anxiety about my body. I am going to Cuba and in an effort to raise my confidence I posted a bikini picture here. All I get is people assuming shit that is not true. If I want likes and upvotes I will post my boobs on IG! Guess what?! The reason why I stopped using this app is because of most of you people who put others down!

I have been fat before and I do feel fat now. Even tho others say I am not I do not see it that way. I pick every part of my body apart. Is there anything I need to be proud of? If so, I certainly do not see it. If I would, I would be posting these pictures 24/7 on other social media where people actually like your posts. I am not an attention whore but thx!

UPDATE:

Thank you for those who have given me positive messages and reached out to me. I appreciate your support more than you think! I am sorry I haven’t responded to everyone’s comment, I wanted to take some time and get away from this site. I came to this site to honestly and genuinely ask about people’s opinions and a lot of the messages I received were uncalled for.

Someone posted a gif in the comments. It said something along the lines of “I will deep throat for likes”. Whoever posted that gif, I want you to know that you are disgraceful and absolutely disgusting for using such a language! There are people on this site who are in need of help! People can make it or break it and sometimes it only takes 1 person to help or destroy someone’s mental well being. I can’t comprehend how my photo and question were “only for likes” but the others are not on this site?!

I am all for supporting other women!! I hope everyone who reads this will look in the mirror today and everyday from now on and say “damn baby, I am hot”.

I hope no one will receive such harsh and hateful comments as I did for something that could have been avoided. My wedding is in 3 weeks and I am STILL dealing with a serious eating disorder. I want to get better, but I am absolutely terrified of losing control over my body. I have a terrible fear of “being fat”, if that makes sense. When I look in the mirror I don’t see anything positive looking back. It’s in my head, but it consumes my life.