feeling a little down.

BreeAnna

I've always been a bigger girl. before finding out I was pregnant last month, my SO had started discussing starting a family back in Sept/Oct of last year. I wanted to get healthier and make a lot of life style changes so conceiving could be made "easier." I was already working out and had lost 40 lbs in 2017. which was a start and brought me to a whopping 220. (when I moved to Vegas in July of 2016, I was 260 lbs) my issues was that at 22 (5 yrs ago) my Gynecologist told me that I had calcium deposits on my left ovary. she hadn't seen such a thing. so I thought my chances of conceiving were then 50/50. fast forward to now...im 9w3d. and I'm bummed that I probably w9nt start showing until I'm more than half way through my pregnancy. knowing I can't show off my progression like some women (not jealous, just upset that I haven't lost any more weight.) and idk how to get over that feeling...anyone feel like this? how did you over come it?