(This is just me venting and getting stuff off my chest so I don't annoy anyone I actually know with it.)

Dear everyone,

I'm sorry I've been so down lately... I don't know why it's happening. Why I feel this way. Or why I'm so insecure lately. But I hate it. I wish it would just go away. It's causing me issues with some of you. The most important people. I get it. I'm boring to be around and I tend to be selfish and stubborn, but that's just how I am. How I was raised. I'm thankful for those of you who are staying beside me. And not throwing all these feelings aside but actually caring. You're the only reason I'm doing okay right now. I hope to get better soon for you.