5dpo-anyone?

Mie
Hi I'm 37 years old and TTC #1, first month on clomid 50mg. 
​I'm 5dpo today and really feel very down as I don't feel any symptoms at all (yesterday I felt af like cramps on my left side but nothing today). 
​Also my hubby just left on a work trip and won't be back for 10 days! It's the first time he'll be gone for so long and I miss him already. 
​Anyone want to be buddy to this emotional mess?