Is this being clingy?

Evelina

I know it’s good not to rely on someone and to be content with yourself and I am, but I feel like I might be too dependent on my boyfriend. Like we live together and work together so we’re always with each other 24/7 and it’s not a problem though, I love him and he loves me. But when he leaves to go hang out with a friend or go to a show at a club that he got invited to (he’s 20, I’m 18 so I can’t go cause I’m not legal age yet) so I just stay at home by myself. And I know I probably seem clingy and dependant but I just feel so empty without him like I have no idea what to do with myself when he’s gone. Is this a sign of me relying on him too much or just me being in love??