So this is quite embarrasing, which is why im on anon. So me and my boyfriend have been together coming up 5 years, were in our early 20’s now. Weve lived together for months & we have a 1 year old girl.

I love him more than anything and can’t picture myself with anyone else, and I know he feels the same, but I don’t feel like he’s putting in any effort anymore.

I play this weird game on my phone, like a story game where its a set story and you choose options to create the rest of the story, I know sad isnt it. Anyway, is it weird I literally fallen in love with characters on the game? Not them specifically cause they are cartoons, but the way they talk and the idea of the love and affection and the compliments these “men” give. I wish I had that.

Its upsetting me because now I feel, does he really love me?

I see similar posts on here and social media of men bringing their girlfriends flowers and expressing their love blah blah, and same with my friends boyfriends too.

He tells me he loves me everyday, but he never tells me im beautiful anymore or makes me feel good. He’s not horrible or nasty, nothing like that, he just doesn’t say anything.

Is it playing this game getting me worked up? Or should I of noticed this a long time ago. I feel lost.

I just want him to hold me and play with my hair, kiss my forehead and look at me like he loves me, and I never noticed it before but he doesn’t do that. I am too scared to bring it up because I know I will cry.

I never felt like this before the game, I feel like I have “other boyfriends” but they aren’t real and I want to talk to them and be treated like other girls do, fake and in real life and I feel stupid because none of it is real.

Thankyou if you read this far and didn’t get bored..