Single but....

I have been on & off with the same guy for the past 5 years. We were long distance, met at school and he has been around my family alot, travels here alot and we talked all day.

Sooo he was acting funny, which caused me to snoop around and i found out he was with his girlfriend that he “supposedly” broke up with.(we’ve discussed this numerous times) Of course i confronted him about it, and just flat out told him i just want to co-parent, being that i had planned on moving from ky to tn in september and we were going to be a family. anyways he was saying weird shit like “is that really what you want” and “i didnt get you pregnant just cause” blahhh blahhh.

I really dont want to be a single mom for numerous reasons, but more importantly i really have never been in love with someone like i am with him.

im 9 weeks pregnant & have no idea what to do. of course right now we’re not talking and have no intention of being together but he mentioned trying again later. im just really emotional & heartbroken. i havent been to work in a week, and may even have to quit my job as its too dangerous.

i just really wanted to vent but need advice.