So many questions... **UPDATE**

Sarah • SUPER proud Mama to Osi (Sept. 21, 2018)

I apologize ahead of time for the block of text, my enter button doesn't seem to be working in this app. I have no idea is this is the right place to post these but it seemed like the best option... My boyfriend (30) and I (38) have been together for about 14 months and TTC for the last 8. We have a great relationship, but the pressure of TTC is definitely taking its toll. We both want kids really really badly, and for him, they're a deal breaker... As in if we can't have kids then we can't be together. Which I absolutely understand, my life will be entirely incomplete if I can't have kids, and so I absolutely do not blame him for feeling that way. I am on my 4th round of Clomid, which I got online (I know, I know, but I'm living in small town China, and that coupled with not being able to speak the languagea makes TTC even more difficult). I have just started going to a fertility doctor here this month... As i finally found one relatively close to where I live. My cycles are 28-32 days on average, and so this cycle I went for an ultrasound at CD 10. 12+ small follicles (about 8mm) on the right and one bigger 18mm on the left. The doctor asked that I come back every 2-3 days to monitor and just see how things progress and confirm ovulation. On CD 13 the follicle was up to27mm. They said again, come back in two days, so I went Friday on CD 15 and the follicle was 31mm. Now they're saying it's too big. I don't usually ovulate until day 16-19 (or so glow and bbt say)... So they did a blood test to check my levels and said to come back Monday. These were my numbers: E2 1901 pmol/l (517.8 pm/ml), prog 1.10 nmol/l (.345 ng/ml) and LH 20.40 IU/I... Problem is, I have no real idea what those numbers mean and I'm driving myself crazy trying to figure it out... Any insight? I won't see the doctor until tomorrow evening at the earliest and I just would appreciate any insight you have... Since the language issues means I may not really understand what the doctor says when I do finally hear it. XD

**UPDATE** I'M PREGNANT!!! today is CD 32 and should have been the first day of my period. My nipples have been sore, which is unusual for me so I decided to test and... Bam! BFP! 😍😍😍