Panicked

I have a history of loss. In Feb 2017 I learned at almost 17 weeks my son had died. I had a super super bad migraine the week before I learned he passed. I assumed after that was a warning sign.

In May 2017 I loss another one at 10 weeks but it stopped growing at 6. I recall having headaches as well

I’m now 11+4 with my rainbow and terrified every time I have a headache (not migraine)I had them at week five lasting till week 6. At week 8 I paid for an US and was so relived to see baby was fine. At week 9 I had a hospital one and again baby fine and then at week 10 my doctor allowed me to see it in her office as my history has been so traumatic.

I never sleep well when preg and this week I’ve woken up at like 3:30am. Last night however I woke up with a headache and I got scared. I ended up staying up and watching tv and the headache got better on its own.

Went back to bed and woke up again with a headache. It’s slowly going away on its own but it still lingers a bit.

I’m just so worried. My mom and husband assured me I had these with my daughter and everything turned out okay but I just can’t get over it as I worry it’s happening all over again.

If not for the headache I feel fine.

Advice and support are appreciated