Loss of pregnancy

On 1/9/18 I went in for our eight week appointment on my own and they sent me to radiology for a formal ultrasound. I was given a picture of my baby and sent back to the Dr cuz I needed my test results read to me. on 12/22/17 I had a 6 week appt and baby had a strong heart beat. I was told that my baby measured out at 8w 2d, I was 8w 5d..and the ultrasound tech, knowing there was no heart beat gave me a picture of my dead baby. I know if love were enough that it would still be here with us. my boyfriend and I are completely devastated as my body did not expell the pregnancy naturally and we had to enduce it with medication.. I pray that someday he will be ready to try again. thank you for listening.