My boyfriend doesn’t like head/his penis touched?!?!

Okay so this is really awkward/weird but I’ve been with my man for 10 months now. We’re both 20 & we lost our virginities to each other. We’ve been trying new things but one thing that’s always been sort of weird is he doesn’t like his penis touched? It’s really weird. He’s totally fine when we have sex or him grinding it on my ass & he wants to try anal (I’m not for it) but if I try to touch his dick or give him head he’ll push me away or freak out. I got really upset because I thought he was rejecting me. He says it ‘feels funny’ & it completely turned me off. He looked like such a little kid in that moment & I dontwant to make him feel bad or uncomfortable. I even asked him how he masturbates and he said he kind of cups his dick & doesn’t touch the head. He also puts on the condoms really weird too. He pulls it around the head then rolls it on & I’m afraid it’ll break one day. We even tried like to get him used to the feeling of my mouth on him & nothing. He’s definitely not gay. I don’t know what to do. I just want to be comfortable with him & not get reflex whacked in the head when we try to be intimate. SOS girls