Pregnant but worried

Since I miscarried with my last pregnancy, I’m scared to death of every little thing this time. I’m 4 weeks 6 days and my boobs don’t seem as sore today. They still are when I push on them, and I’m sure I’m just freaking out for no reason. First appointment is on the 25th and I’m just trying to push through each day. Actually praying for more symptoms to start. 🙏 Please tell me I’m not the only one. Trying to have faith. I’m just so up and down and dont know what to think or feel. I know I should just be enjoying every day and being pregnant but I’m trying to prepare for the worst at the same time.