Anything at all?

Almost a year of trying for our last baby and all Ive been getting are BFNs. We decided to stop trying after this cycle because it's getting to be too much and I'm miserable. We have kids but we're really hoping for another.

My chart was weird right around ovulation this month so I'm either 9 or 12 dpo.

Does anyone see anything?

I keep thinking I do but I'm pretty sure any lines I see are a combination of line eye and desperation.