I miscarried the end of October and we started ttc again as soon as we could. It took us 10 months to get a positive test and it was taken away from us so quickly. We were really hoping this month would take, but I told my husband last night that I just don’t feel like I did back in October, but I took a test this morning just to be sure. Of course it was negative, just like they always are. I’m still struggling with the miscarriage some days and now having to go back to constant disappointment month after month, is really starting to get to my husband and I. I just wish we could know for certain if we will ever be able to have a baby. The uncertainty is the hardest part and it’s getting very hard to stay positive. It’s now been over a year since we first started trying and I’m losing hope....