(*edit* I live near Allentown Pa.)I think I'm pregnant. my family is poor. I can't afford a baby. I can't take care of a baby, I have a hard time watching my niece and nephew and baby sister. I have depression. I can't even take care of myself. I can't talk to my mom or anyone else. I have one friend to talk to. I have no money for a test. I don't drive. I don't have anyone to help me. I don't know what to do. I'm 19 almost 20. I don't have feelings for the boy, and he's way too immature to speak about it with. I have no one. I have nothing. I don't know what to do. I can't even afford a test how am I going to afford an abortion? I'm terrified. I want to die. (not kill myself but I don't want to live) it's too much.