Ugh anyone else baby fever crazy for number 2?? I want another one so bad! My daughter is 13 months and I want her to have a sibling!

Hubby finally said he wants to start trying ❤️❤️ but I worry that since I’m breastfeeding and don’t have cycles yet , that it won’t be possible. :/ and idk what to do about that. 😩

Also, his sister just had a miscarriage like a month ago.. and they were trying for a year. And it was heartbreaking to all of us. So I also feel bad wanting another baby so badly esp after all they are going through.

I’ve had baby fever for number 2 for a good 8 months.. just been waiting on hubby to be on board. And now he is. ❤️ buttt I’m actually kinda scared about all of this. I have PCOS on top of everything so even if I have a cycle who knows if I’ll even ovulate 🙃.

So many factors in this and emotions. I try not to think about it to much or I’m afraid I’ll break down. I just have so many worries.. I was NOT like this at all with my first baby. I was stress free and not worried about anything and for some reason I’m mentally everywhere about this. Makes me think that I feel this way cuz it’s gonna be hard this time around to get pregnant or something?? :/

Anyone else ???? 🙃