Pregnant twice ..

Sad 1 chemical pregnancy ... one Ectopic something so wonderful became a horror story .. newlywed at the hospital there to remove a tube and the baby instead of receive a baby. Everyone at the hospital kept asking was it planned ? Did you want a baby ? I’m 31 of course I do with all my heart. After finally my body being better I find myself Depressed a lot trying and trying to conceive 5 months later and nothing it’s hard it’s like a guessing game when will I ovulate with my right ovary and not the left that they removed a tube since I can no longer ovulate it’s sad it’s hard it’s hurtful! I walked in with two tubes and walked out with one less.My pregnancy chances just dropped. I see so many pregnant woman .. when will it finally be our turn ... breaks my heart over and over, how much longer Can I stay strong