This is such a jinx.... they say when someone's pregnant or born someone you know/ love...passes away "circle of life" i just lost my brother in law whom i was going to ask be the Godfather to my baby, my eyes are so swollen from crying & my other half is getting worried that I'm putting stress on the baby i understand his feeling so i cry in the bathroom but it's so hard dealing with grief i believe there is no WRONG or right way to grieve or mourn a loved one but trying to find balance while pregnant... this is so hard sorry 4 venting but i can't go on my Facebook or other social media because his death is flooding my news feeds... so i genuinely let it out here...