Feeling defeated

Wouldn`t you
This pregnancy has been super rough... I have been sick since week 2 with nausea, headaches, vomiting, bloating and fatigue. I took Zofran until I found out about possible complications. I then took diclegis until yesterday when I started to get hives! Now I am back to being sick. I am 9 weeks and I am just so frustrated and defeated. I can't even enjoy being pregnant....