They are recommending <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> and I am terrified. I didn't want it to come to this I am aged 39 and feel I've left it too late and they've said we only get one shot on Nhs in this area.

My main concern is I have a phobia about hospital tests and they want to check my tubes first with a dye test which is invasive I have to be legs a kimbo, speculum inside and xrayed in that position whilst they put dye in me. Could make m feel ill or be uncomfy and I am not sure I can even go through with it but she said if you can't cope with that you won't be able to cope with <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> so best to check that out first.

If they don't let my other half in the room with me I might have a panic attack and bolt and she said doubtful they will let him as it's an X-ray and radiation risks.

I can choose when to book as it has to be certain point in cycle . We are currently at the start of moving house just buying one so enough stress at the moment but I don't have a lot time coz of my age. Free <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> cut off after 40/41.

I never wanted it to get to <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> stage I'm not even sure if that really means it is not meant to be and I should not tamper with nature or that one chance is so low that if I can't afford more cycles it ain't worth trying one (can't afford house move and <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a>) the house we are moving to is with children in mind.

Feeling really down.