Frustrated

Bethany • Lost my Rosie girl at 31 weeks. Now loving and holding my 3 year old TBelle, closer everyday. Hoping it gets easier 💗🌹
My husband and I have been ttc since last August... I just found out that 3 of my sisters and my cousin (who's is basically my sister) are all pregnant, one of them wasn't trying, the other started trying last month and sure enough she's prego! I'm so so so happy and excited for them, but I'm also super jealous and discouraged. My husband is in the military, and said if I'm not pregnant now, he wants to stop trying til after he gets home from deployment... Which won't be til 2017.. I started my period today. I've never felt this sad about starting my period before... 😔