Fuck this month......let it be over 🙊


Today I came home after a long 4 day trip (I’m a flight attendant) my mood has been a little eiffy today mostly bc I think AF is coming soon. But I came in my fiancé kissed me and my dog jumped all over me, life seemed fine.

Then my fiancé tells me his brother and GF are having a baby and they just found out. My hearts stank bc there’s nothing I would love more than to have a baby with my fiancé. But we keep having miscarriages....... I wanted to be happy for them....and I am but I’m more sad than anything bc it’s not us