i dont know what to dooi

So this weekend im going to have the house to myself .and i havent seen this guy (my hs crush .out of hs btw) since like decemeber .When we last hook up ,but the deal is that the last hook up wasnt that good cuz i was pmsing and i was deny him everything he wanted me to do him.And he ending up finsihing by himself outside in the cold (we were in a car btw )i think fuck up that night.And turn him off for good.i want to hit him up ,but what should i say ,what should i does???