So the last week my anxiety and depression has come to a all new high.

It started on Sunday/Monday when my boyfriend told me that the horrid smell in my house when from where he nearly burnt my kitchen down while I was away on holiday with my mother.

So after I had a very bad anxiety attack on the Monday I have been in this hole of depression and now because it is taking me a couple of days to get myself out this hole he has now turned on me and said he doesn’t want us to be in a relationship anymore because he cannot handle what’s going on.

Yes I get he didn’t understand and neither do I sometimes so we both need to educate ourself of this but it’s help and support I need or we both need and not for him to walk away like he has done.

I just feel like giving up on everything again. If it wasn’t for this baby I think I would have done by now.

Why is it so hard to get help and support from someone so close to me and from profesional too.