Sick of PCOS & my period 😡😠

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I absolutely cannot stand the fact that I go like 3-4 months without a period and then when I DO start, it’s like a fuckin crime scene in the restroom for like 15+ days... this time I’ve bled for 21 DAYS STRAIGHT and every time I think it’s over... there I go staining another pair of panties and pants. I’m sooooo sick of it. I literally wanna shoot myself in the face. Why TF can’t we all just have regular fuckin cycles??

Why do a lot of us have to deal with these stupid unbalanced hormones? Why can’t our bodies just act right and do what tf they’re suppose to do ?? Is that too much to ask. Fuuck.