I want to have a bubby so bad!

I can't wait 4 more days to test! I want to know now! I'm so impatient I know but I can't help it! I don't want to have to keep trying I want to be pregnant this month! Is anyone else like this ??and i really don't think I'm pregnant this month I did a pregnancy test today (3days before AF ) and it came back a BFN :(