Recurring Chemical Pregnancy

So I took a first response and it was positive but a light positive. I was shocked. That was 2 days ago. I am currently spotting nothing heavy yet. I have a feeling I am having another chemical. Im on cycle day 35. I knew it would happen just wasnt sure when. I went to sign my daughters reading log and I was creeped out by the name of her book.

No one aside from my close friend and bf know that I have had recurring chemical pregnancies. Its tough and hoping when the its meant to be, it will be right?