Anxiety

Hi guys. Can you all help me feel some relief? Haha. I got pregnant with my son in August of 2015 weighing 217 pounds. When I left the Hosptial, I had lost all the weight and was back to 217. I think I got to 250. Fast forward to now and I got my positive last Tuesday. I weighed myself yesterday for the first time in a month or so and it was 235. Im literally freaking out and having such bad anxiety about getting weighed at the Dr. I’m so scared they are going to tell me I am too fat to carry another child. My mom used to make me weigh myself in front of her when I was young and it has given me such anxiety any time I need to be weighed. :( can anyone help me feel better about this. Haha should I express this to the dr? Thanks guys 💕