So those if you who have seen my page know that I had a miscarriage late November after TTC for almost 2 years.

So my SO broke up with me last night and packed his stuff and left. And I don't know how to feel. He said that losing the baby was hard in him and he couldn't do it anymore because I couldn't give him a future, someone to carry on his name, his legacy.

What he doesn't understand is, it was hard on me to. I think every day that maybe I could've eaten healthier or exercised, or took better vitamins. That my baby would be alive. I live with those thoughts everyday. And he gets to leave?

I feel like shit. Like I'm nothing. I just don't know what to do