The anxiety just hit me and I don't know how to handle it.
I'm so scared to have this baby now. I'm 7 weeks and I'm so excited. But I'm also terrified. I don't believe they offer paid maternity leave at my work. I don't know how my boyfriend and I are going to be able to pay bills. Or what I'm going to do when it's time to go back to work. We can't afford daycare that's for sure. And I don't want to put my newborn in daycare anyway. I'm so nervous. It's overshadowing my happiness!