My ex boyfriend & I broke up tonight on good terms. i feel okay with it for now, but I know it'll still take some time to move forward. We're still gonna be friends (like... actually be friends), & he considers me his best friend. I consider him my best friend. We've both agreed to break up because as much as we still like each other, we both agreed that the timing wasn't right. I didn't want to believe it because I loved him & liked him (romantically). But it's true. the timing wasn't right. He did say to just give him a few days though since it's only fair. & I agree that it is only fair. he's the 5th person I've dated in my 21 years of living so far. my longest relationship was 6 months, & it was about 6 years ago. January 24th, 2018 would've been our 4 month anniversary as a couple.

I don't know when my next relationship will happen, but hopefully it'll be what I'm looking for. True love with someone who I want to spend the rest of my life with, & someone who wants to spend the rest of their life with me, & hopefully the timing will be just right. I just gotta learn how to put myself out there more. I want to make some more friends too. Before dating him, I was single for 4 years. I'm ready to date (not right now with this happening) & I want to find my person. He feels like we can date again one day if the timing is right & we haven't moved on & whatnot.

I hope it could happen because we both loved each other a lot. It just stings a bit that the timing wasn't right. I'm happy we're both on good terms.