Cysts and TTC?

I had a 15 cm cyst removed in July. They had to remove one ovary and Fallopian tube, so the doctor told me that I should either freeze my eggs or think about having a baby soon if my hubby and I are wanting kids.. she told me if I get another cyst I will need to get the other ovary removed 😩😢😫 hubs and I have talked about it and we just don't want a "what if" dictate such an important decision. Anyways .. I went back in for pelvic pain and what do you know I have a cyst on my right ovary. This doesn't mean surgery yet, but gals I am so bummed and having so many emotions. I'm a nanny and studying to become a doula. I love families and everything about birth, babies , and children. There's a risk of trying now when I have a cyst. Ugh. Why does this happen. I went to school, got married , trying to do everything "right" to ultimately prepare our lives for a family and this happens. Ugh. Just had to vent. 💕💕💕💕