It came a couple months ago and never left. The feeling that I'm wasting my time, and I need to help somebody and be more productive. So I asked my mom if we could start something or donate or whatever, a but she said not right now due to personal 'issues'. I thought maybe I could do small things. So I started helping around the house, making dinner, doing a little extra cleaning, babysitting more, etc. I even texted my mom all the reasons why I'm so thankful for her and I love her. It's like an urge. I want to do a vent hotline, text of course, too. I want to change someone's view of life and see what they do have rather than don't. Thank everyone. Show people they're loved. The list just goes on. I'm not really complaining that I feel these feels, though. Just want to known why they came so randomly. I thought maybe it was an existential crisis lol.

What do y'all think?