Perhaps a post will bring on AF

I cannot handle this fucking wait any longer.

We had been NTNP for a year since our 3 losses. We gave it the ol' college try for the new year....

I somehow didn't think about the fact that this is the same time we became pregnant and lost our first two years ago.

So, I'm stuck fretting over it firmly being a year since we've conceived & if I even can handle another potential loss...

I've been cramping for 5-6 days, I'm CD29 with usually a 26-31 day cycle, but I stopped tracking when we stopped actively trying. Glow & FF predict she's due today, so I'm almost done with this fucking wait.

I thought I was ready to try again, but I think I was wrong. I've been in tears all morning, because I'm cramping. I typically start in the morning, but here it is noon.

Just want this cycle to be over!!