It Never Fails

I just need to rant a bit. My fiance and I are not trying/not preventing. We still have sex during my fertile times. So, it's very possible that I could get pregnant. My period is due tomorrow. I have ton of symptoms that I don't usually have with PMS. I tried not getting my hopes up, but you know how that goes... I've had very light spotting brown and pink the last couple days. I told myself that if I didn't get my period by the time I left work today, I was going to buy a pregnancy test. It didn't come. So, I bought a pregnancy test. I came home, set the bag on the counter, and feel something warm in my pants. I run to the bathroom. Sure enough. Red. We haven't been trying long and we're not even full on trying, but I feel like such a crazy when my body is telling me that something is off and then it turns out to be nothing. I know it'll come when it's meant to be. I just had to rant.