Help! What’s wrong with me

Chantel

I have a 6 month old boy and it was a rough pregnancy and delivery but my partner was good and helpful during it all. I had the baby and he was colicky and has tummy issues so he is restless and hard to get to sleep and stay asleep. My partner also works away a lot. So ya I’m sleep deprived and at my wits end. I am constantly cutting my partner down saying such mean things to him that I can’t even believe the words that come out of my mouth sometimes. I feel resentful towards him and am not attracted to him at all since our son was born. I feel horrible but can’t seem to shake this.