My husband and I were talking last night and he said that he's noticed how much more relaxed and happy i' ve been ever since I decided to just kinda let things happen with ttcing. Not to make it an urgent matter. Then he said that he knows my af will be coming up soon and said that if things go right becuase I took provera I should be regular with my menses. ( wasnt before went 8 years without one) My husband asked what I tbink was a very important question. He asked if I wohld be sad if I got my af becuase then that means no baby. I surprised myseld when I said that I kind of have it good both ways this month. If I get my af then yay! Im back to a more normal me! And if I dont get it maybe just maybe thats because Im pregnant. Of course I always leave leg room for having no af and no baby so now im back at square one. I dont think that will be the case though...something just tells me.