52 days

I'm 52 days past my last period. I'm too scared to take a test and see a negative. I'm overwhelmed.... I want to just wait till June to do another test to see if my period decides to come. I been trying for 6 months and nothing.. This month I decided I wasn't going to stress about it so I haven't bought a pregnancy test.. Honestly I don't even know what to do anymore . Yes I'm ranting and I'm sorry ! Lol ugh