Sexual abused.

Hi everyone I am new. And I was in the other group of sexual abuse but I found this one so I wanted to try it out.

So I was sexual abused at 8 years old. This has happened to me for 2 years. The person who did it is my brother-in-law. And I now feel trapped. I do talk to him asking what I do. He knows he did do something bad. And I do not support people who like to abuse little kids. So yeah. His wife is my sister. They have a son. They are under contract with a house. And I don't feel supportive to tell my sister, because I had an incident that happened. So I told my one of so so friends about that I had sex with my brother-in-law. But she has told on me and it was a year ago. So now I feel like they will not believe me because of that. And I feel like I am ruining my sister's life. So what do I do? I told my BFF about this, and she has kept this secret for a very long time. And she feels like I should tell on him. I feel like I shouldn't have to feel trapped or I shouldn't feel insecure near men. I should be going to the mall with my friends. But now I feel insecure going near a man. Is this what happens after you go through like this? I have committed that I will tell on him but I don't know when. I just definitely know that I will be telling on him. I know exactly what to tell. And I know that my sister, mom, and dad. Or should I have my brother-in-law in there too???? And he said he might lie that he didn't do anything. So I am scared he will do that. I need help people! It has made me depressed! And no one will believe me sense the incident happened. But please help me!!!

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